Nothing

I've tried to write for like 100 times this hour. But nothing. I can't get my toughts in to words. 

I'm really tired and I have got a cold. No appetite. 

Nothing. 

I will write more when I have some motivation and when I start to get better. Farewell for now. :) 

Hello September

It's already September. 4 months left from this year. How?
It feels like a week is a day, if you know what I mean?

So I've seen This is us and I can only say that I'm so proud of the boys and I cried like a 2 months old baby!! They are my superheroes, I can't explain why.

It's Monday tomorrow a new week of school. I really don't want to go, I really want to stay in my room. I don't feel alright there I don't feel comfortable there... I need to talk to my maths teacher because guess who is lost in maths again? me! Bye!

Idk

I had one crappy lesson today, and it was maths and it was at 13 pm!!

So it was a nice morning!

I'm in this happy mood right now, it might be because I'm gonna see this is us tomorrow?

I really have no idea but I like it and I'm not letting it go haha!

Soooo I have a maths test tomorrow, and yeah I hope it will go good ( I know it wont but Idc).

I'm trying to study some maths, like reading all the notes I've done and so.

Btw, one of the words/sentence I've been using so much is IDK.
and if you don't know idk means I don't know! hahaa
 

my life. <3 

Bye!!  

You know I'm ready to leave

Let's start with that I'm already tired of school. (ok I was it like first day??) 

But really, so so so tired. But on the good side I have found some people to talk to from my class.

I mean almost everyone is easy to talk to but you know we all have those people we just don't like, and me being me bad at making friends... What ever the important thing is that now I have people to talk to.

  

On another topic..

I've lust to just pack my bag and just go to another country. I'm kinda ready to leave Sweden now. 

I just want to be done with school so I can move to UK. 

I'm kind of in a happy mode now so I'm gonna enjoy it wile it lasts :) 

Dead walking zombie

How have my first week of school been?

Well good and bad, I don't want to talk about school so much

bc it's a boring subject and it just makes me sad! 

I met up with Lua, we talked about

everything.. So nice to meet her actually!

Tbh I miss seeing my friends faces in the weeks, they like made the day

easier, well now I just have to make new friends hah.. (it's not working.)

I'm going to stay up all night because I want to see the VMA'S!  

I will be a dead walking zombie tomorrow, feels good! ;)  

"speed dating"

So, second day. well it went better than yesterday but still blah! 

I have more friends in my friends class than in my OWN class!! 

I want to switch classes to hers' but if I do everything will feel awkward so idk what do 

doooooooo!!!! :(

But we had "speed dating" (I know wtf?!) with the students and now it feels

like I know some of them more but oh some girls have their head so far up 

in their ass!! 

We got our lockers today and what have I done to desurve all this bad luck?? 

I got under locker!! Ugh who will get back problems? ME ME ME! 

 And the schema for this week and next week is so weird, I don't get a shit, like where is that classroom? How do I go to it and what subject is it even???

And tbh I think my mentors is lost in the head. 

yay to me and my luck. :) 

Peace! 

nope.

I don't know what to think of this day.. 

It was pretty bad. My first day was actually horrible!!! 

1. My friend and I didn't end up in the same class. 
2. I don't know anyone in my new class. 
3. Almost everyone know each other and have it easy to talk.
4. I know one girl but she doesn't talk to me. 
5. I'm alone in this class.
6. Everyone have their head in their ass. 
7. I hope that in time I will be friends with someone and not hate them. 

Ugh I really want to forget this day and hope tomorrow turns out better. ( Little do I know it wont bc I have to do a maths test bc they want to know how good you are and blah blah and I DON'T REMEMBER A SHIT!!!!!!!!! OH FUCK. )