"speed dating"

So, second day. well it went better than yesterday but still blah! 

I have more friends in my friends class than in my OWN class!! 

I want to switch classes to hers' but if I do everything will feel awkward so idk what do 

doooooooo!!!! :(

But we had "speed dating" (I know wtf?!) with the students and now it feels

like I know some of them more but oh some girls have their head so far up 

in their ass!! 

We got our lockers today and what have I done to desurve all this bad luck?? 

I got under locker!! Ugh who will get back problems? ME ME ME! 

 And the schema for this week and next week is so weird, I don't get a shit, like where is that classroom? How do I go to it and what subject is it even???

And tbh I think my mentors is lost in the head. 

yay to me and my luck. :) 

Peace! 

nope.

I don't know what to think of this day.. 

It was pretty bad. My first day was actually horrible!!! 

1. My friend and I didn't end up in the same class. 
2. I don't know anyone in my new class. 
3. Almost everyone know each other and have it easy to talk.
4. I know one girl but she doesn't talk to me. 
5. I'm alone in this class.
6. Everyone have their head in their ass. 
7. I hope that in time I will be friends with someone and not hate them. 

Ugh I really want to forget this day and hope tomorrow turns out better. ( Little do I know it wont bc I have to do a maths test bc they want to know how good you are and blah blah and I DON'T REMEMBER A SHIT!!!!!!!!! OH FUCK. ) 

Last day

Sunday.

Last day of my summer break.

I can't believe that it's over, that I'm going to a new school. 

New people.

I'm so nervous and I don't want to wake up tomorrow and thinking: 

I have to go to school now.

The stress I feel. 

I'm scared.

Scared of not getting any friends, scared of being alone.

I hope it turns out good.

Gonna write about my first day tomorrow. ugh wish me good luck. Peace!  

Let The Pictures Speak

Let the pictures speak. 

Uhm, so yeah hi? Where have I been? 

Well I've spent time with friends, family and my laptop (mostly laptop). 

It's 6 days left, and then I start school again.. Happy? No totally not...

Can't summer break last for forever?

I wish..

I need to fix my sleeping this week.

Bye!  

cutiepie

Hi cutiepie! 

Haha nice "hello phrase". Hmm, well I can start of by telling you that my luck sucks balls. 

I dropped my Iphone on the sidewalk and poff I've cracked the screen. The whole back screen is cracked I think you know that, and now the front screen is it too! 

The cracks is on the keyboard so it's kinda annoying tbh! 

I got my job moneys yesterday so now I have money. Thinking of saving some of it. Yeah 23 days and the summer is over for me. With that I mean that schools starts in 23 days. I'm nervous but at the same time exited. I mean it's a new school, new people, everything is gonna be new!!!  Haha. I have to buy some school stuff later in August.  

Have a great night, day what ever time it is at your place! it's 21.30 pm here. :) Peace! 

Stress and relief

I'm so stressed. I tough this summer was gonna be good without any stress. 

I don't have any time to do anything, I mean I work and then I only have the weekends and under the weekends I have to make time to my friends, my family and for me. Ofcourse I have time under the week but not so much as I really want!! But I only have one week left wich is good! Then I might have more time do to more stuff!! I really need some alone time!!!!!! I really do :(

Oh and some happy things now! I got in to the gymnasium I hoped I would get in!! The relief was amazing when I saw that.!  

So I begin school again at 19/8. 

Yah have a good day! Peace!!  

Ladybugs

Tuesday: I got home at 4 pm and slept and I slept and slept I woke up 12 am!! And thanks to that I didn't sleep for the whole night! Haha I don't now how I even got trough today!

Wednesday: today, my last normal school day! It went so fast actually because I only had like two lessons? I was home at 1 pm! No school tomorrow and on Friday. Yes, I can sleep how much I want in the morning! 

I can't believe that I'm not gonna go in that school anymore, I'm kinda happy but sad. I will miss it somehow .. Ah don't wanna grow up don't wanna start gymnasium it's so scary! I just hope I come in at the gymnasium I want to go in to!! 

A little ladybug just decided to say hello to me by sitting on my jeans. 

I like ladybugs :)

Haha well peace!! 

Sunday funday

Sunday funday, not! I'm probably not the only one that gets so stressed on Sundays. Only because it's Monday the next day.. (I think it's therefore) and that I have to prepare all my thing...!

It's only two weeks until I can say good bye to my school that I really don't like!

In these 2 weeks, I have to buy shoes to my dress, something to wear till graduation, (I don't think it's necessary to have clothes that's like wow in that day actually I mean it's just school that's ending, but this time it is me going out 9th grade!!!! haha weird.. never tough I would make it to 9th grade tho) gifts to my mentors, I don't know if I've forgotten something but it feel like it but yeah that's kinda it. And I don't have any money because I've been spending all my money on unnecessary stuff, but thank you Jesus to my dad that said he could buy the things!!! so I don't need to spend more money yay!

Now I'm gonna go and stress over that it's Monday tomorrow! peace!

Forget the world.

You know when you come home from a really hard school day, and just want to lay in bed with your cup of tea and just listen to music and forget about the world for a moment? yes? I'm not alone about that?
Well that's what I've done. And I'm gonna continue to do it. I don't have any power to study ether do I have any motivation.. Can't wait until school ends, but then it all starts over again because gymnasium. OH IT NEVER ENDS!!!!! hah w/e.. so tired!! I start at 12.35 tomorrow, (thank god) because our school have this weird day were all the new students come and gets to know the school kinda. haha!
peace!!

Time, just slow down.

Hi! The time is just flowing by me and I'm just sitting here not knowing what to do. I've so much to do now in school and its ONLY 23 school days!!! How am I gonna be able to do all the stuff I have to do in time! It's already April it feels like it was January for like two weeks ago! :o
Can't time just calm down and just slow down!!??
:(

No new friends

Hello!!
Just gonna say that Sweden and its weather is cray cray!!
It was rain in the morning and under the day it was sun and now its rain!!! I mean common... chose something! but I like rain so that's kinda ok that its rain tho but still haha!!
My day have been good and it have ended so fast!!
I don't have so much to say about my day other than I've been on boring classes! yep.
Well I had English witch isn't boring, I like it! Our teacher have put us in groups and every group is gonna read a book.. not so exited about that tho!!

I have English nationals exam tomorrow! I hope it goes good!!

Coca cola cans can be so cute!!

Hello there!
I came home for an hour ago!
My school day was good and short but at the same time boring and tiring!
The school ended at 3 pm.

After that me and my friend (Lua) went to a store and bought some stuff to eat and drink to a thing we have in school that's called "homework help" and with that, some students that's from 20+ helps us with our homeworks and some other school stuff. I really like it.
that thing is from 5 pm to 7 pm, witch explains why I came at 7.30 pm!

Yeah I bought energy drink and some chips and a cute coca cola light. I bought the cola just because it was cute and had some cute little bow ties on! You know the Marc Jacobs brand? Yeah it was that design on the cola can! Super cute haha.

And now I'm finally home!! I'm gonna rest and sleep early because I have to get up pretty early tomorrow!! Here you get two pictures, one on me and the other one on the cute cola can!

haha I used cute too much -.-

Peace!

homeworks in holidays whyyy school?!

Hello peeps!!
Am probably not the only one that forgets that you have a test and plenty of homework after the break and forgets to study? right?
Because that's what have happened me now!!
I have a chemistry test and a Arabic home work and some other stuff I really should study to...
I legit forgot that I had those things, or it was just that my brain told me to not do them?? Hmm...
Ugh so yeah I think I will have to study little now and continue tomorrow?
And I've thought about go up to the town or just stay home tomorrow, don't know what I should doooooo..
I mean stay home or go to town (this is if I wake up early tho..)
yeah yeah dilemma what ever will see what I will do!! But now I'm gonna study some chemistry and then maybe sleep. peace!!